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Sharing Dreams Online

Posted on Aug 22nd, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
I have started a new blog that I like to think of as an online dream group.

You can submit a dream for myself and the readers of the blog to interpret. It's quite fun!

Stop by and check it out: www.katrinadreamer.blogspot.com

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Alice the Extraordinary

Posted on Jun 12th, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina

            Once upon a time, an extraordinary young girl named Alice was born to two ordinary parents, Mommy Dearest and Dear Old Dad. Alice was a special girl, and her ordinary parents didn’t want anyone to know. So they tried to make her look -- and feel -- ordinary.

            As a baby, they would let her cry and cry…her parents decided if they came to her too quickly, she would think she was special. Mommy Dearest refused to let Alice wear lace or sequins: that would be far too special for her little girl. Instead, she made her wear plain denim and brown shirts. Dear Old Dad never bought raspberry chocolate-chip ice cream cones for Alice; the only treat Alice ever got was an extra helping of Brussels sprouts. Nothing but the most boring and plain would do for Alice.

            When Alice was four, she went to Marvelous Mary’s Magical Pre-School. By some twist of luck, her parents didn’t realize how extraordinary the school was. Alice’s teachers realized she could do things the other kids couldn’t: she built enormous marshmallow towers, she knew all of her magical symbols by heart, and she created beautiful shimmering fairy dust paintings. When the teachers told Alice’s parents about her many amazing talents, they became nervous.

            “Now people will know she’s special!” said Mommy Dearest.

            “We have to do something!” said Dear Old Dad.

            So they removed Alice from Marvelous Mary’s school and put her in Nasty Nancy’s Normal School. Instead of building marshmallow towers, Alice had to do math. Instead of learning magical symbols, Alice learned the alphabet. And instead of painting with fairy dust, Alice drew with pencils. The teachers did not allow Alice to wear her sparkly orange superhero cape in class or to talk to her imaginary friends Puff and Billy. Soon, she felt her specialness fading as she became more and more normal.

            The years went by, each one more boring than the last. As Alice got older, she learned to be excited about normal things like plastic toys, television, and pizza parties. But it just wasn’t the same. Her only joy was reading books, through which she would enter magical worlds and pretend she lived in them. Her favorite books were about grand adventures in amazing lands, incredible and fantastical animals, and ingenious, curious little girls.

            After years of reading hundreds of books, Alice decided she would write magical books as a career to help other kids like her find an outlet for their imaginations. She learned everything she could about writing, and began crafting stories for herself. But in the insidious way Nasty Nancy’s Normal School works, Alice’s teachers told her she would be more successful and make more money by doing practical writing at newspapers. By the time Alice reached Upper Normal School, she had forgotten about her dream of writing magical books. Instead she was swayed by normality. She even became the editor of the school newspaper. Naturally, her ordinary parents were perfectly pleased, for they knew no one would see how extraordinary their daughter was now.

            Eventually, Alice went to Normal University. She tried with all her might to be normal, even though she woke up some mornings not knowing who she was anymore. Where had the magical, imaginative, spontaneous Alice gone? During her time at Normal University, she met a boy named Ordinary Gary and settled down. When she graduated, she got a job at the Normal News. Soon, she and Ordinary Gary were engaged. Alice’s parents could not believe their luck. If everything went according to plan, soon they would have incredibly ordinary grandchildren to spoil!

            But then something happened to Alice. She started seeing fairies. The first time it happened, she was lying in bed, about to fall asleep, when a teeny fairy pinched her nose. Alice sat up with a start and saw two pink fairy wings fly out of her bedroom through the doorway. She told herself she had imagined it and went back to bed. But pretty soon the fairies showed up everywhere: in the coffee room at work, in her ear during her commute home, even in the shower. Eventually, Alice listened to them. They told her, over and over, “Leave Ordinary Gary. Become a teacher. Do it NOW.”

            At first Alice was scared by the fairies’ suggestion. How would she ever find love again? How would she get a job? How could she afford school? After many nights crying herself to sleep, Alice listened.

            Four months before she was supposed to marry Ordinary Gary, Alice called off the wedding. Two months later she met Prince Charming, an artist who loved magic. Alice learned how to be a teacher. And her magic started coming back. She thanked the fairies daily, leaving them tiny snacks of sugarplums and mint-chocolate-chip ice cream. Soon, Prince Charming and Alice married on the magical island of Kaua’i, and started a life together.

            One day, Alice decided to write a book for kids.  She made it magical and full of fun. It was published not too long after and sat on the shelf at her local bookstore. Alice couldn’t believe how her life had changed. She got excited about spreading her magic even further. But Mommy Dearest and Dear Old Dad, fearing their daughter had become much too extraordinary, reminded her she needed to make a lot of money from the book or else it would be a failure. Alice was swayed by their argument. Even though her magic was back, it wasn’t at 100 percent. She tried to sell as many books as possible by going on a big book tour, writing a blog, making phone calls, and incessantly talking to everyone she knew about the book. She worked so hard she made herself sick. All her thoughts were on money and not magic. The days became dark and dull -- and incredibly normal.

            As she lay in bed one especially dreary afternoon, Alice realized she hadn’t seen the fairies in a while. She thought back to the last time she had seen them, and discovered it had been two years. She couldn’t believe how far she’d gotten away from magic! She called for her favorite fairy, Aladriel. Instantly, Aladriel flew into the room, leaving a trail of purple sparkles behind her.

            “Help!” cried Alice. “I am lost and I don’t know how to get my magic back!”

            Aladriel put her hand on her hip and said, “I thought you’d never ask! Go to Magic University. Regain your strength and belief in magic. Then start your own school and show others how to remember and realize their own magic.”

            Alice knew not to argue. The next day she found Magic University -- and it was only 15 minutes from the house where she and Prince Charming lived. It was meant to be!

            At first, Mommy Dearest and Dear Old Dad were not pleased to hear about Alice’s enrollment at Magic University. They saw their dreams of a normal daughter go down the drain. Now everyone would finally know they had an extraordinary daughter. But something happened as time went by. They watched Alice blossom and grow happier each day. She told them about the magic things she was learning, and some of the ideas didn’t sound that scary to them. They even tried for themselves some of the things Alice had learned. And they began to see that having magic wasn’t so bad after all. Eventually, they embraced their daughter’s extraordinariness, and on her graduation day, they were there to cheer her on, telling every stranger they met, “That’s our magical daughter!” And they all lived happily ever after.

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Keeping a Dream Journal

Posted on Apr 8th, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
People always ask me how to keep a dream journal. They wonder how they will remember their dreams once they wake up and what kind of journal they need.

The answers are simple. First, choose a journal that appeals to you. A cheap notebook from Staples will do the job, but finding a journal that is beautifully designed and crafted will make you more likely to use it...and your dreams will appreciate being held in such a lovely space. If you like to draw or sketch bits from your dreams, buy a larger journal with no lines. Find a journal that suits your personality and needs.

Place your journal next to your bed. Open it to the current page before you go to bed and place a pen or pencil there so when you remember a dream in the middle of the night, you can write it down.

Keeping the journal by the bed will help you set an intention to remember your dreams. Another trick is to repeat, "I will remember my dreams when I wake up in the morning" as you are falling asleep.

If you typically have trouble remembering your dreams, here are a few tips:

1. Do not move when you wake up. See if you can remember what you were dreaming about. As soon as you move, the dream will begin to fade, so try to stay still until you have it as vividly as possible.

2. If the above does not work, try moving to your right side. Often, doing this will trigger dream recall.

3. Do stream-of-consciousness writing in your journal. Write down your feelings or whatever is on your mind. This can lead to dream recall.

By following these tips, you can remember up to six dreams a night (or more!). Sometimes your dreams will demand to be written down in the middle of the night, and it is up to you to decide if it is a dream you want to remember or not. If you wait until the morning to write it down, the dream is usually only a fragment, so keep that in mind....

Happy dreaming!
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Katrina Dreamer

Posted on Mar 12th, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
I am thrilled to announce the debut of my new business, Katrina Dreamer. I could use cheesy metaphors, like "this is a dream come true," to describe the feeling.

Well, actually, I do feel like saying that, because this is a really big deal. The universe is opening doors and windows for me with this endeavor. I have never had such a great response, and things have only just begun.

I am looking forward to fulfilling and surprising adventures from here on out.

If you haven't already, check out my zPro page which lists upcoming events in the Bay Area. I'm teaching several classes on dreams in the next four months. Or you can view the whole list of options here.
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Focusing on the Light

Posted on Feb 13th, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
Narcissus

It's been a difficult few months here. I've been struggling to replace outmoded, unhealthy, and unhelpful thinking with renewed clarity and trust in the universe.

Through December and January, those dark months with little sun, I was focused on scarcity and lack. On dark days ahead and doom and gloom. My thinking was backward and stunted: once we passed Decemer 22, we were getting more light in our lives, not less. The days began to get longer. But sometimes it's difficult to see what is right in front of you.

Something shifted the last week of January. Astrologers may say it was Mars going direct. I might say it was the sun finally showing its face after weeks of rain. And now I am beginning to focus on abundance.

As soon as the weather warmed (to 65 degrees!) and the flowers began blooming on my porch, it felt easier to think abundantly. It is the time of the light again. We're also experiencing a waxing moon right now, and that feels big too. The moon will be full on my birthday next week, a fitting symbol of abundance and fullness on an important day in my life.

What do I have in abundance today? The love of friends. The love of my husband. Paperwhites bursting into bloom in the warm sun. Blue sky. Delicious warm breezes. Food fresh from the farmer's market. Books and more books on my favorite topic of the day: heroines and heroes. Light streaming in my windows. The purring of a soft kitty. Happiness.

Although the dark is important and contains rich material for my growth, today, I choose to focus on the light, on the abundance in my life. It feels really good.
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Scholarship Musings

Posted on Feb 4th, 2008 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
Here is my application for the Gaia scholarship.

What is your purpose?

My purpose is to put adults and children in touch with their intuitive, creative side in order to help them heal and thrive.

What do you love, and how do (or will) your actions demonstrate this?

I love learning and teaching and I care deeply about future generations. Therefore, I believe that to heal this world, we must ensure a holistic, meaningful education for every child. We can do this by creating a school system that teaches sustainability and respect for the planet, caters to all learning styles, and models respect for all life.

Children’s imaginations are active, unbounded, and rich. In addition to traditional subjects, students should learn to cultivate their intuition, learn conflict resolution, improve their communication skills, and develop their connection to spirit (no matter what religion they believe in). Their lives would be richer, more balanced, and less fraught with anxiety and low self-esteem as a result.

I believe society would function better if everyone were allowed to follow their dreams and use their individual strengths rather than being molded into a tiny box. Currently, the education system is broken, flawed, and restrictive. I dream of an open, inclusive, and holistic system in which a student can learn at her own pace and study what interests her. She could learn in ways that are matched to her learning style, and learn from teachers who truly wish to see her succeed and help her follow her passions. I believe such a system would improve society dramatically because it would help children believe in themselves and find their purpose instead of drowning out their dreams like our current system tends to do.

Write your ideal job description.

My Dream Day

9 a.m.: Wake up. Write down what I dreamed last night. Consult the Runes. Journal. Reflect. Write a gratitude list.

10 a.m.: Eat delicious breakfast. The food is from the organic garden in my backyard. Drink organic tea, sit on the back porch, and watch hummingbirds dance among the delphinium.

11 a.m. to 1 p.m.: Meet with dreamwork clients. Help people investigate their dreams in order to heal themselves and experience self-growth and transformation.

1 p.m.: Lunch from the organic garden with my husband.

2 p.m.: Tend the garden.

3 p.m.: Meditation and personal dreamwork.

4 p.m.: Planning meeting with employees of the holistic school I founded.  Hundreds of students from around the Bay Area attend the school for children ages 5 through 18.

5 p.m.: Long walk in the woods to connect with nature. I take my camera along since there is always something beautiful to see in the woods.

6 p.m.: Dinner.

7 p.m.: Teach a class on dreamwork and healing at the holistic center I founded. This center includes classes on everything from meditation to yoga to dreams to integral living to sustainability to ecology to creativity. It is a school, community center, art gallery, organic café, and art studio. Hundreds of people benefit from what the center has to offer.

9:30 p.m.: Climb into bed for some cozy reading time. Maybe a book on dreams or consciousness or the latest issue of The Sun.

11:30 p.m.: Off to dreamland.


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What role do dreams play in your life?

Posted on Dec 5th, 2007 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for December 05, 2007:

A huge role!

Right now I'm a dream studies student, and since I started keeping a dream journal two months ago, I've recorded 200 dreams. I've found that every dream has significance if you have the time to sit down and work with it.

I've had contact from my ancestors, I've healed some very old wounds, and I've opened up an entirely new world.

I think I've found a new passion in life!
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Non-action

Posted on Nov 28th, 2007 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
"Sitting quietly, doing nothing, spring comes and the grass grows by itself."
                                                                                                 -- Zen proverb

This is one I need to hear in a big way right now.

Also: I'm in love with the Tao Te Ching.

That is all.
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Shamanism, Divination, and Dreams

Posted on Nov 15th, 2007 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
I can hardly believe the person I've become. And that's a good thing, because I'm finally becoming my true self.

These days, I spend more time talking about shamanism and lucid dreaming and divination than I do talking about the creative life or writing or tutoring. I've started consulting the runes every day. I am going to try to learn how to do lucid dreaming. I meditate more. On Tuesday I'm meeting with an intuitive to learn how to develop my intuitive gifts. Most of this happened because one of my ancestors came to me in a dream and I got the message that all of this is part of my lineage and I need to develop it.

This is absolutely and totally who I am and I'm damn glad I've finally gotten up the courage to become this person.

I've been getting a lot of messages lately about letting go of my old self, my old patterns, and jumping into the river of my new self with abandon. The runes tell me not to be scared. My dreams tell me this is my destiny. My heart tells me nothing has ever been more right in the history of my life. It feels so huge! And it feels perfectly, wonderfully right.
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Shifting

Posted on Oct 2nd, 2007 by Katrina : Big Dreamer Katrina
I am experiencing a time of great change right now. I can feel bits and pieces of me shifting every day. Old patterns are slowly being chipped away. I am making way for more of my true self, my light, to emerge.

I am full of personality and unique quirks. And because of those quirks, I am utterly beautiful. I am no longer ashamed of these bits of myself, but instead, I honor them, for they are the bits that make me into who I am.

I've been afraid to let these bits show, but I'm not as scared as I once was. I can feel them emerging, slowly, like a butterfly gently easing out of its cocoon.

A new life began for me on Monday. It was the first day of October, the month in which really, really big things happen for me each year. (Last year it was moving into my new house and having my first photography show. The year before that it was being asked to display my photos at L'Amyx. The year before that it was giving birth to my photography business. The year before that it was getting my first book deal. And the year before that it was getting out of a relationship that was hindering my growth.)

This year is no exception to the pattern. I will begin my classes at JFK. I will launch a huge sale on my photography to celebrate my three-year anniversary. I will plan and prepare the three photography shows I have coming up in the next six months. I will learn Reiki. And, most important (and juicy) I will spend time working on a Very Big Idea I have brewing that is absolutely going to rock. It is going to be a fabulous expression of my true self, my light. I am not afraid this time. I'm going to make it happen.
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